Felicia has a question...

Why on this little ball of rock whose creation is at this very moment being debated in probably more than one place do humans have to endure this confusing muddle of stuff we call emotions?We could all learn a bit from the computers- they just do what they are told. Though according to some they will eventually evolve a conciousness and then the only difference between them and us will be the metal...Let me tell you- getting to close to friends certianly can be confusing. I mean- how is a girl supposed to know the difference between a guy wanting her and a guy wanting her? Perhaps I read too much into the little details. But then, anwser this... If you are friends with a guy for a little under a year, have always noticed a possible tension between the two of you but have always tried to blame it on his flirty behavior, then one night end up lying next to him with his arms around you and your arms around him, then end up kissing him, or maybe more, and the next night the process progresses, and on the morning after the third night of this type of behavior he dosen't seem to want to kiss you- is there a problem? Were you correct in thinking that perhaps you shouldn't have let the first night progress? Or are you just reading too much into a tired boys actions? Would it be wise to go out with him or perhaps just keep it a 'friends with benefits' type of situation? Is it possible to have just friends with benefits? Do I want just friends with benefits? What on this mind twisting little planet does he want??*sighs*I think perhaps I should go try to distract my mind from its little questions...Oh yea...and apparently I'm a vampire...